066 – I’ve Had A Lot Thrown At Me, But I’m A Happy Human Being
Rick’s birthmother relinquished him into foster care where he was terrorized as a toddler. He was eventually adopted around age 6 but always felt like an outsider. At 16 years old he reunited with his maternal family who informed him his mother was institutionalized for paranoid schizophrenia. Their reunion didn’t go at all how he had hoped. When he found his birth father, the man was incarcerated but welcoming. Eventually, Rick distanced himself from his birth father and when he tried to reconnect, it was too late. Read Full TranscriptRick: https://www.temi.com/editor/t/ps11MxwHcqArMdUW4jAJaaqfMMwfKcNFXSrbgR-CUw4mTF3Yia4-3EMIiHYvg2rRmooQB1QxxQsSCVa05zUxjG1To6k?loadFrom=DocumentDeeplinkats=3 (00:03) Like this was part of her schizophrenia, you know, so she believes that she had another child. I’m an only child. She believed that she had a girl that was taken away from her too. So this is a lot for a 16 year old boy just to take in, you know, I’ve never been around anybody mentally ill. I’ve never experienced this. And now this was my…. This is my mom. Voices: https://www.temi.com/editor/t/ps11MxwHcqArMdUW4jAJaaqfMMwfKcNFXSrbgR-CUw4mTF3Yia4-3EMIiHYvg2rRmooQB1QxxQsSCVa05zUxjG1To6k?loadFrom=DocumentDeeplinkats=35.92 (00:35) Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Who am I mind? Damon: https://www.temi.com/editor/t/ps11MxwHcqArMdUW4jAJaaqfMMwfKcNFXSrbgR-CUw4mTF3Yia4-3EMIiHYvg2rRmooQB1QxxQsSCVa05zUxjG1To6k?loadFrom=DocumentDeeplinkats=47.21 (00:47) This is who am I really a podcast about adoptees that have located and connected with their biological family members. I’m Damon Davis, and on today’s show is Rick. He called me from Central Illinois. Rick tells the story of being terrorized in foster care as a toddler and challenges in childhood, connecting with his adopted family. Those early issues drove his desire to find his birth mother, but when he did, her mental state wouldn’t allow them to connect. Rick hadn’t focused on finding his birth father at all, but when he did, the man was surprisingly receptive. They had a falling out and Rick tried to reconnect later, but he learned it was too late, but that news wasn’t even the worst news of that day. Rick’s doing just fine now, but he’s been through a lot. This is Rick’s journey… Rick says, adoption was never really talked about in his house growing up, but even before his adoption, he says he spent the first years of his life with his mother and grandmother. Rick: https://www.temi.com/editor/t/ps11MxwHcqArMdUW4jAJaaqfMMwfKcNFXSrbgR-CUw4mTF3Yia4-3EMIiHYvg2rRmooQB1QxxQsSCVa05zUxjG1To6k?loadFrom=DocumentDeeplinkats=110.39 (01:50) I have kind of a unique experience. I wasn’t adopted as an infant. I was actually with my mother and grandmother for about the first year of my life and then was placed into foster care. And so my earliest memories are not of my adopted family or my biological family, but a foster family. Um, and those weren’t very good memories at all. Um, and so these things fester... Support this podcast
