S2E6: I WASN'T READY
As the new year comes,each day is a new kind ofdilemma, as my heartbegins to think aboutwhether certain thingswould begin from whereI left or whether somethingnew will surprise me,honestly, it gives me a lot ofanxiety because firstly I wasn'teven ready to leave things behind,and to accept alternatives thatwere enforced upon me without my will,and secondly, it is really scaryto begin with something new.
