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Camille Thornton-Alson is a classically trained actress, coach, and teacher. A longtime friend of Lauren’s, the two met while studying abroad in London – right before Camille began a stint in Paris at L'École Internationale de Théâtre Jacques Lecoq. Following her stay in France, Camille returned home to the Bay Area and was immediately stricken with a mysterious illness…one that took her almost a decade to break through. Mistakenly diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome, for years she struggled to find her footing while maintaining an active career in the arts (and graduating with a MFA from the University of Washington). Eventually, she was diagnosed with lead and mercury poisoning…and after years of inner remediation (think major detoxing and every change in diet – and in mindset – that you can imagine), she now lives a full and functional life, mindful of her sensitivities. She teaches acting at Santa Barbara City College and USC, among others, and is the co-founder of Speak LA, an organization founded to help actors find their way in Hollywood. In this episode, she sat down with Lauren to share her journey – long and winding, but with a happy ending indeed.  Tune in as Camille shares…  - that she first got sick at 19 years old – and got progressively worse over several years with various infections  - that she finally decided to do something about her illness after collapsing in a dance class  - her symptoms: inexplicable chronic pain, fatigue, infections, brain fog, an inability to digest food, and muscle weakness  - that she advocated for herself early on: sitting her doctors down at that young age to give full health histories   - that her doctors told her she had CFS, and that she’d have to learn to live her life that way  - that it took 7-8 years for her to get the diagnosis of lead and mercury poisoning  - the fine line she walked between giving up and striving through her illness  - that she lost a lot of friends during the period of her illness  - that the only people she could keep up with were seniors in a Tai Chi class – but it was very nourishing to move and commune with others  - that she would spend the week before and during her period almost unable to open her eyes from her crippling fatigue  - that she saw her life passing her by, and struggled to find beauty in who she was and in her experience  - that she came down with EBV while in grad school  - that early integrative testing indicated a thyroid problem – but her integrative doctor had a feeling that the thyroid problem was tied to something deeper, so she kept digging…and found lead and mercury poisoning that were off the charts  - that she made a decision very early on that she would not die  - that the illness bred an underlying fear in her: would she make it through today, or survive tomorrow?  - how she gave in to healing protocols and moved forward despite her fears  - that she went through a grieving process once she was better, because she’d fought so hard for years and realized her survival, fully acknowledging her past  - what she learned from her illness – that the gift of chronic, life-threatening conditions is that you learn to take care of yourself  - that she felt resentment through her healing, feeling she was denying pleasures to herself – but so appreciates the importance of her protocols in her current, full health  - that the biggest change in her life was in changing the way she ate  - that it wasn’t only diet that allowed her to detox: she also used in-office IV chelation for a full year, during her final year of grad school  - that none of her chelation treatments were covered by insurance – but they saved her life  - that surviving chronic illness gives you a deeper understanding of humanity – and deeper empathy  - that self-advocacy and survival can be a lonely road  - why she believes that there is always a diagnosis – an underlying cause  - that she was additionally diagnosed with fibromyalgia – which was actually a symptom of her lead poisoning  - that your body loves you and is on your side – but it’s trying to tell you what’s wrong  - that getting sick forced her to check her ego  - how gratitude has transformed her mindset  - that she continues to choose – on a daily basis – to make her wellness a priority